Marriage and divorce

 Divorce, whose fault is it?

    I'd say the one who initiates the divorce is at fault, unless the other partner was unfaithful. 

    I left Bran, but Bran committed adultery in his heart first. He was attracted to another woman and was leaving ME.

"You can't fire me, I quit!"

    Initially, I tried to share him with the other woman. But in the end, because it's illegal to be sister wives, I surrendered Bran to the other woman. The other woman, Sho, would have backed off. But Bran no longer wanted to be with me. It was a lost cause. 

       I was, "Too much" for him. Here is why I was too much:

    I am Bipolar and ADHD. I was heavily medicated, and Bran got me off those meds, therefore inducing wild delusions.

    So really, me being "Too much" was HIS fault. He was actually FEEDING the delusions in the beginning because the adventure was fun!

    And boy, were those delusions WILD. 

    So really, when they wore off, life became boring, and the spark of romance was gone.

    Or maybe, the letdown of, "Wow, did that just happen?" hit him. It hit me a lot. I was angry at him for feeding my delusions. Eventually I told him, "When I start becoming delusional, say: Lydia, it's not real." And it worked! I'd snap out of it. 

Either way, the ember of our relationship had burnt out.

    Bran was not a good man. He said he was a Christian, but his true colors have shown.

Bran, if you are reading this:

I love you,

I forgive you,

And,

I don't want to see you until heaven.

                                                                                    Morgan Wallen - Perfect

(I do not own this song)

Yours truly,

Lydia Joy